This is going to be a daily battle and your prayers will help me battle my mind and daily struggles.
I was so hesitant to blog about this journey because to be honest with you I don't want to be "that girl" that has self esteem issues and of course fear of failure. However I know God wants to me to do this and be very open and honest. I will try my hardest.
When I read yesterday's blog I know those were God's words not mine. I'm sure throughout this journey it will be clear when it's me writing and when it's God. Forgive me for the days when it's all about me...
So my 3 day journey...Monday and Tuesday were so good, I spoke truth, ate well, drank plenty of water and exercised. Today different story. Lawson has been sick and I think it finally got me. My throat is super inflamed, horrible cough and really lethargic. Went to the doc and they gave me a cough syrup with hydrocodine in it, WOW, I think it made my feel even worse. Yea the cough is gone but geez I feel pretty loopy. I also think these nights of broken sleep are starting to get the best of me. Lawson has been waking up around 3am and if I don't get to bed till 11ish it makes for a rough night. After I finish this blog I'm hitting the sack with the house a total disaster :/
Even though today was a bad day, I ate unhealthy, didn't exercise, drank more diet coke then water and just felt blah. Tomorrow is a new day and I refuse to give into my old ways! I'm gonna make mistakes and have bad days, fact.
"But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus" (Phil. 3:13-14 NIV)
Good night friends and thank you again for being YOU, real, honest and encouraging YOU!
Lotts of love,
Tiff
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Always remember to celebrate the small victories! Claimin healing over the two of you! Love you so so much!
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